31/05/2014

Well. It's almost 3am midnight and I'm still sitting in front of computer.
It's so harmful for body and It may burns my organs.
Just finish the preparation of MYF camp next week.
and later 2pm will go for the another war, Life Game.
To impact the lives. feeling excited and nervous.
It's a spiritual war. Hope that LORD will protect my families and
bless on our work in the ministry to impact more lives.
Give us wisdom to know that what is right to do.
Let us pray for each other and support each other.
Let us love each other no matter what had happened before.
In CHRIST we are one family. and we are a team.
To make a change.
Change ourselves, change our families, change our society, change our nation!
Really need to rest now. haha. Tired but the things I do is worth enough. :)
Thanks GOD for giving me this chances to serve u.
I appreciate it and I will do my best for you.
GOD, please be with me. I need you so much to strengthen me. :')

Future??

Arg. Future so blur. I wish to do the things I like to do.
I wish to work in an organization that I like to.
I like to work in an environment that is meaningful and helpful.
But the future is still so far from me and I just can't imagine what's my future.
Maybe I'm too bored and keep thinking about my future?
Then, make myself guilty about it. =.=
But, I don't wish that I just sit in the office and keep counting the money.
Or just see the documents and checking here checking there, or counting here counting there.
I wish that my job could allowed me to help others. the weak one.
That's meaningful! And I will be very happy to work there.
Although I want to work in the environment like that, but the reality may not allowed me to.
When I thought about this, it's really make me worried and spoil my mood.
But I'm still too young and no need to worry too much first right?
Hmm.. Surrender all I wants onto my Father's hands.
He will lead me toward the way that He plans for me.
Fortunately, his plans are better than my plans.
He knows what I want and what's really good to me. umm.
It seems like my future is full of uncertainty and I don't like that feelings!
Anyway, surrender surrender surrender! Calm down myself!
Just look forward and fight for my study first.
I will do my best and my God will do the rest.
Everything will be alright~ SMILE~~ :)

Surprises!

Umm.. For me, my life is full of surprises. That's happening without expected.
And, for my expected things, actually won't happen.
Somehow, it made me mad or happy suddenly.
I think that GOD like to give me surprises. So that I can grow in Jesus Christ.

The result I got in the previous semester, umm.. not very well.
But, I still thanks GOD that I had get all pass. I don't need to repeat the subjects.
I don't satisfied with the results because my Cgpa was dropped.
And I really studied hard for it. I just can't accept the result.
Maybe I'm too stress for it,
and I had dreamed that I got A+ in AIS subject before I searched my result.
Then, when I got my result, the grade is C. My heart drop and I'm so sad.
Actually, I had tried my best for it, and I didn't sleep to prepare the test.
I wished to get a better mark for it. But, it seems that I'm failed to achieve it.
Anyway, it didn't mean my whole life. I got many others missions in my life.
I should forgot the pass, cross over and move on to face my coming challenges.
Well, my mood is getting better after attending the training of 30 hours famine.

全力以赴，踢走饥饿！

30 Hours Famine is a great activity for us to help the poor and weak one.

It reminds me that we are too blessed to live in a good environment.

We got food, clothes, clean water, safety etc.

And we wasted.

I'm so thankful that I could attended the training.

And the team will came to teach us how to organise a camp.

It comforts my heart with some special and nice sharing.

It's so much fun and the experience sharing inspired me to help the poor one.

We should let more and more people to know and experience the camp.

So that they can get to know more about the world situation.

We should lend out our hands to help them! They need us!

Everybody is created by GOD. Everyone is precious one.

Just don't stay in the air-cond room and watch your movie or drama.

Get up, walk over the world and lend our hand to the poor one.

Support 30 Hours Famine Malaysia. Let us unite for change! Salute!

Kick Out Hunger!!

 

 

Well, my holidays just left not more than 1 week anymore.

Then I should get back into reality and work hard again to fight for my own life.

Exercise everyday to keep fit , Study hard for my future. Work hard for my Boss's work.

Wish that GOD will give me wisdom, give me strength to face everything.

I need You and without You, I'm nothing. All of the things I do will become zero.

Life is Simple, but Not Easy. But with GOD, our lives will going smoothly.

GOD's plans are bigger than my own plans. Just surrender and follow Him.

Enjoy my holiday with my babe, Ukulele and with the books that will enrich myself.

Awesome holiday to give me somemore free times to read book.

Be a good girl in Jesus Christ. Growing up in Him is better growing up in this world.

往事不堪回首

一个让我尊重的你
回想着过往的回忆
一幕一幕在我脑海里
你的体贴你的疼爱
令我很享受那默默被爱的感觉
最近突然想起你
不小心到了我们到过的地方
其他的记忆都不记得
但只记得与你那唯一的回忆
你教我吃的食物 到现在还是我的最爱
你的鼓励 你的陪伴 你的祷告 你的不离不弃
让我现在不断的告诉自己 我需要自己祷告了
你是那位会带我与神更靠近的人
你让自卑的我 开始抬头看看自己
你是扶起我的 不是把我丢下谷底的
想着难得的一次相聚
看着星星 听着你说心事
我很开心 我是那位聆听者
不给予任何评论 就只是聆听
听着海浪打在石头上的声音
我与你赛跑 我还天真的以为会赢
要不是略施小计 加上你的退让
我铁定是个输家
与你说话 都是轻松的 压力都不见了
与你的回忆是甜的 让我不想清醒
但我知道 清楚 那只不过只能是回忆
事隔N年 原以为我已早已忘记
但原来都是自己欺骗自己
才发现原来你在我心里占了很大的位子
是时候要放下 已经过了N年了
得知你很幸福 我也就心满意足了
像你说过的 上帝安排每个人在我们生命中的每一个阶段
都有祂的旨意 要完成某些事情 完成了 就离开了
我不该老是拿着回忆 苦了自己 苦了身边的人
也不该一直逃避自己心里真实的感受
谢谢你啦 你真的很不错 :)
谢谢你给了我这个多开心的回忆
让我学会很多以前不知道的事
我渐渐的成长了 学会了很多事
我也会幸福的 因为有神在安排
现在才理清楚自己的想法与感受 似乎太慢了
因为走了很多冤枉路 还有做了很多后悔的决定
不过没关系 人是要向前看的
我要抬起头 不要再向后看 要向着标杆直跑
在我前头 上帝为我预备了丰富的奖品哦！:)

主的恩典够用~♥

最近都很忙，忙到很无奈，又东撞西撞的~

感觉自己傻傻的~不过感觉还蛮充实的~

感觉到神都一路在带领着我，虽然我会担心，但是神都安慰着我~^^

所有所做的事，虽然不是最好的，但是我已经尽力了，愿主悦纳~

这几天其实也有一些不如意的事情，可是神袮都一一为我解决~

在我还不知道要怎么去应对的时候，你派了天使来帮助我~

无论是服侍，是学业，还是人际关系，你都帮助我~

我要欢呼赞美袮，因为袮是配得称颂的! ^^

仍然感谢神给了我那么多服侍的机会~

23/03/2014 华文场崇拜赞美小组

真的很感恩，也很谢谢你们的配合~

 让我们那天的服侍都很顺利的进行~我很享受在其中~

第一次在崇拜带领赞美团，很紧张，但是因为信，我必不缺乏~

也有主内弟兄姐妹的互相扶持与合作，方能成事~^^

充满恩典的一个下午，原本下起了雨，看似不能进行了~

然而，借着神的恩典，祂停止了雨，让我们能继续这项的活动~

分发福音单张，我们人数虽少，但我经历了神的恩典~

爱主的孩子们，为了主福音的缘故，愿意出来晒太阳，东跑西跑的~

我很感动，也很安慰，因为我不是一个人，也有一群爱主的孩子~

看哪，一切都更新!经过了这一切的服侍，我看到了不一样的东西~^^

在这段时间里，上帝也赐给我一群不错的朋友，弟弟们~

跟他们在一起很开心，可以做自己，可以开怀大笑~^^

跟他们一起准备Open Day的事情，大家一起分工合作~

真的很开心~一起做事，一起玩~感谢主~ :)

能认识到你们真好~在毕理只剩下不到一年的时间，我会好好珍惜的~

已经不知道有多久，没有像这样很开心的笑了~

自己看到这张相片时，我笑了，心里很感动，感恩神的带领~

谁说我走不出伤痛?谁说我被伤害后就爬不起来?

谁说苦难，不能变为祝福?神就能!

神的能力在软弱的人身上显为完全~

哇~我觉得我的生活渐渐变好了，甚至比以前更好! 感谢主^^

我不再看自己没有的，我看到我现在所拥有的是多么的美好~ :)

在神凡事都能! ^^

今天无意间看到了一位朋友的blog~

给了我很大很大的鼓励~

谢谢妳的分享，让我觉得很幸福~

妳是我很好的榜样~也让我看见了神如何赐福予爱祂的孩子~

我相信，总有那么一天，我能开怀大笑，说，这就是神要我等的!

我终于等到了!感谢赞美主! ^^

06/03/2014

hmmm, 不知道自己是怎么做到的，但我就是做到了，感谢主 :)
今天自己一个人在跑步着，想起了过去的事情...
回想，我在毕理所经历的一切，真的觉得...
很多决定做得很冲动，也很不理智...
所以也没得后悔，自己必须为自己所做的一切决定负责任...
今天灵修，不要看过去，看哪，神要做一件新事...
如果我一直看着过去，我就不能享受现在，也看不到神要在我身上做的事...
偶尔，回忆一下，一开始觉得可惜，但后来，我选择以感恩的心去看待...
谢谢你，让我感受了任何一段恋情所不能带给我的情谊...
谢谢你，在我最艰辛的时候，陪伴着我，看到现在的我，呵呵，该自己面对了...
很感恩，上帝的看顾，看顾着你现在有着很好的生活，我真的很开心...
过去的就让它过去，看哪，一切都更新！
wooohooo~~我要快点走出来，一路走来，哇！神的恩典满溢！
哈哈哈哈~看来门口就在不远处，盼望我一打开那扇门，
那扇门后是有山有水的好地方，好喜欢大自然！^^
想到一个很美很美的大自然地方去，卸下一切事物，享受在其中~
不不不，不可以想这个先，要准备好自己去传福音！
很紧张！但也很期待！希望能靠主得胜！YEAH!
参加福音队是我没想过的事...看哪，我要做一件新事！阿门！
My NEW LIFE is begin!!

话说，我的blogger好像发霉了，哈哈哈~
hmm~没人会来看了吧~~算了吧~呵呵，我的小小天地~

20/02/2014♥

上个星期是忙碌的星期，但是很感恩，
神都带领着我平安的，顺利的度过，让我从中享受到那份的喜悦，
从来都没感受到这种喜悦，很难得的单身让我感受到了，
谢谢上帝袮的奇妙安排~ :)

有时候，自己会想，很常我都是向袮求我所需要的，所想到的东西，
反而很少静下来，向袮感恩，感谢袮所为我做的一切，
Hmm，那么今天就单单来感谢袮吧~

亲爱的阿爸天父，我感谢袮，打从心里这么说，
感谢袮，从中插手我的生活，感谢袮，让我单身，
感谢袮，在我很痛苦的时候，袮一直都在我身边，
感谢袮，让我看清楚，想清楚，自己要的是什么，
感谢袮，因为这个心碎，我相信我下次会更小心，
感谢袮，这一次，我学会了功课，学会了忍耐，
谢谢袮，透过这一个，我更学会了，如何去爱每一个人，
包括我不愿意爱的人，那些不可爱的人，
谢谢袮，因为有袮，我知道我不是一个人，
因为有袮，我才知道自己是有价值的。
谢谢袮，再次给我机会，让我能好好的装备自己，
能够好好的来服侍袮，单身是最好的服侍机会。
谢谢袮，我渐渐可以接受那些我不愿意接受的事实了。
谢谢袮，继续的爱我，即使很多时候我令你伤透了心。
谢谢袮，珍惜我，即使一直都感觉不被珍惜，袮还是珍惜我。
谢谢袮，没有放弃我，即使我已经放弃了自己。