Saturday, May 31, 2014

31/05/2014

Well. It's almost 3am midnight and I'm still sitting in front of computer.
It's so harmful for body and It may burns my organs.
Just finish the preparation of MYF camp next week.
and later 2pm will go for the another war, Life Game.
To impact the lives. feeling excited and nervous.
It's a spiritual war. Hope that LORD will protect my families and
bless on our work in the ministry to impact more lives.
Give us wisdom to know that what is right to do.
Let us pray for each other and support each other.
Let us love each other no matter what had happened before.
In CHRIST we are one family. and we are a team.
To make a change.
Change ourselves, change our families, change our society, change our nation!
Really need to rest now. haha. Tired but the things I do is worth enough. :)
Thanks GOD for giving me this chances to serve u.
I appreciate it and I will do my best for you.
GOD, please be with me. I need you so much to strengthen me. :')

Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Future??

Arg. Future so blur. I wish to do the things I like to do.
I wish to work in an organization that I like to.
I like to work in an environment that is meaningful and helpful.
But the future is still so far from me and I just can't imagine what's my future.
Maybe I'm too bored and keep thinking about my future?
Then, make myself guilty about it. =.=
But, I don't wish that I just sit in the office and keep counting the money.
Or just see the documents and checking here checking there, or counting here counting there.
I wish that my job could allowed me to help others. the weak one.
That's meaningful! And I will be very happy to work there.
Although I want to work in the environment like that, but the reality may not allowed me to.
When I thought about this, it's really make me worried and spoil my mood.
But I'm still too young and no need to worry too much first right?
Hmm.. Surrender all I wants onto my Father's hands.
He will lead me toward the way that He plans for me.
Fortunately, his plans are better than my plans.
He knows what I want and what's really good to me. umm.
It seems like my future is full of uncertainty and I don't like that feelings!
Anyway, surrender surrender surrender! Calm down myself!
Just look forward and fight for my study first.
I will do my best and my God will do the rest.
Everything will be alright~ SMILE~~ :)

Monday, May 12, 2014

Surprises!

Umm.. For me, my life is full of surprises. That's happening without expected.
And, for my expected things, actually won't happen.
Somehow, it made me mad or happy suddenly.
I think that GOD like to give me surprises. So that I can grow in Jesus Christ.

The result I got in the previous semester, umm.. not very well.
But, I still thanks GOD that I had get all pass. I don't need to repeat the subjects.
I don't satisfied with the results because my Cgpa was dropped.
And I really studied hard for it. I just can't accept the result.
Maybe I'm too stress for it,
and I had dreamed that I got A+ in AIS subject before I searched my result.
Then, when I got my result, the grade is C. My heart drop and I'm so sad.
Actually, I had tried my best for it, and I didn't sleep to prepare the test.
I wished to get a better mark for it. But, it seems that I'm failed to achieve it.
Anyway, it didn't mean my whole life. I got many others missions in my life.
I should forgot the pass, cross over and move on to face my coming challenges.
Well, my mood is getting better after attending the training of 30 hours famine.

全力以赴,踢走饥饿!
30 Hours Famine is a great activity for us to help the poor and weak one.
It reminds me that we are too blessed to live in a good environment.
We got food, clothes, clean water, safety etc.
And we wasted.
I'm so thankful that I could attended the training.
And the team will came to teach us how to organise a camp.
It comforts my heart with some special and nice sharing.
It's so much fun and the experience sharing inspired me to help the poor one.
We should let more and more people to know and experience the camp.
So that they can get to know more about the world situation.
We should lend out our hands to help them! They need us!
Everybody is created by GOD. Everyone is precious one.
Just don't stay in the air-cond room and watch your movie or drama.
Get up, walk over the world and lend our hand to the poor one.
Support 30 Hours Famine Malaysia. Let us unite for change! Salute!
Kick Out Hunger!!
 
 
Well, my holidays just left not more than 1 week anymore.
Then I should get back into reality and work hard again to fight for my own life.
Exercise everyday to keep fit , Study hard for my future. Work hard for my Boss's work.
Wish that GOD will give me wisdom, give me strength to face everything.
I need You and without You, I'm nothing. All of the things I do will become zero.
Life is Simple, but Not Easy. But with GOD, our lives will going smoothly.
GOD's plans are bigger than my own plans. Just surrender and follow Him.
Enjoy my holiday with my babe, Ukulele and with the books that will enrich myself.
Awesome holiday to give me somemore free times to read book.
Be a good girl in Jesus Christ. Growing up in Him is better growing up in this world.