Challenges come..

When I almost settle all the things that I need to do
Why so much things continue coming to me and more and more
Lord, is'it You want me to learn about somethings that I still don't know?
I feel weak and discourage when I heard about the thing that may happen
What actually I afraid for? Nothing I scare. I already settle down my heart
But I still haven't prepare to face myself and actually I got a big problem in my heart
How to face the day that it will come and how I prepare for it?
Right now my heart very cold and weak
Lord, teach me how to face it.
No. Lord, teach me how to face myself.
What a self-pity person.

Ah Weii, you are GOD's princess. He died for you and cried for you.
"Why you look down yourself? I saved you and gave you a brand new life."

Lord, I need You! Everyday I need You! Every single second I need You!
Lord, never leave me alone!
I need wisdom to do every choices and services.
I need strength to face every problems which will keep continue coming to me!
I need your comfort to heal my wounds!
Oh LORD! without You, I'm nothing! and I won't be at here anymoree!
Be courage! Ah Weii, you got your LORD Jesus Christ stand behind you and support you.
He never leave you!
Let's finish this journey! Continue to grow in Jesus Christ!

Heaven Is Counting On You!

Yeah! It's over! and glory to our Father In Heaven.
Feeling great and blessed through this 3 days Life Game camp.
Although I had no enough sleep and I'm became Panda now.
But the tiredness and sleepiness cannot cover my happiness.
It not just give the campers the lesson, and for me too.
It reminds myself, through the service to the group of people.
There are different feelings I had this time because of the different position.
I experience the power of GOD and the comfort from GOD.
I know I cant do it, But YOU, my GOD told me that You can do it.
Just put my faith on your almighty hands and keep going.
No doubt, no regret, no afraid. Just do whatever GOD want me to do.
And what I suppose to do. Really thankful that the drama had impacted some lives.
I don't know how much actually but I know that You, My LORD will work on their lives.
Keep putting them in my prayer.
Pray that God You will use them and impact others lives.
The camp reminds me too that is it I live out the meaningful life?
I surrender and keep reminding myself to do the right choices in my life.
Don't leave GOD, He loves me so much and I keep hurting His heart.
Stop to do, to talk, to think the things that will hurt my LORD.
Ah Weii, You are a brand new person now. Forget the pass and face your tomorrow.
Tomorrow is coming and time is never getting back again.
Right now, do the right choices! Heaven is counting on everyone!
Accepted Jesus Christ! He's your savior! you will not regret forever! :')

31/05/2014

Well. It's almost 3am midnight and I'm still sitting in front of computer.
It's so harmful for body and It may burns my organs.
Just finish the preparation of MYF camp next week.
and later 2pm will go for the another war, Life Game.
To impact the lives. feeling excited and nervous.
It's a spiritual war. Hope that LORD will protect my families and
bless on our work in the ministry to impact more lives.
Give us wisdom to know that what is right to do.
Let us pray for each other and support each other.
Let us love each other no matter what had happened before.
In CHRIST we are one family. and we are a team.
To make a change.
Change ourselves, change our families, change our society, change our nation!
Really need to rest now. haha. Tired but the things I do is worth enough. :)
Thanks GOD for giving me this chances to serve u.
I appreciate it and I will do my best for you.
GOD, please be with me. I need you so much to strengthen me. :')

Future??

Arg. Future so blur. I wish to do the things I like to do.
I wish to work in an organization that I like to.
I like to work in an environment that is meaningful and helpful.
But the future is still so far from me and I just can't imagine what's my future.
Maybe I'm too bored and keep thinking about my future?
Then, make myself guilty about it. =.=
But, I don't wish that I just sit in the office and keep counting the money.
Or just see the documents and checking here checking there, or counting here counting there.
I wish that my job could allowed me to help others. the weak one.
That's meaningful! And I will be very happy to work there.
Although I want to work in the environment like that, but the reality may not allowed me to.
When I thought about this, it's really make me worried and spoil my mood.
But I'm still too young and no need to worry too much first right?
Hmm.. Surrender all I wants onto my Father's hands.
He will lead me toward the way that He plans for me.
Fortunately, his plans are better than my plans.
He knows what I want and what's really good to me. umm.
It seems like my future is full of uncertainty and I don't like that feelings!
Anyway, surrender surrender surrender! Calm down myself!
Just look forward and fight for my study first.
I will do my best and my God will do the rest.
Everything will be alright~ SMILE~~ :)

Surprises!

Umm.. For me, my life is full of surprises. That's happening without expected.
And, for my expected things, actually won't happen.
Somehow, it made me mad or happy suddenly.
I think that GOD like to give me surprises. So that I can grow in Jesus Christ.

The result I got in the previous semester, umm.. not very well.
But, I still thanks GOD that I had get all pass. I don't need to repeat the subjects.
I don't satisfied with the results because my Cgpa was dropped.
And I really studied hard for it. I just can't accept the result.
Maybe I'm too stress for it,
and I had dreamed that I got A+ in AIS subject before I searched my result.
Then, when I got my result, the grade is C. My heart drop and I'm so sad.
Actually, I had tried my best for it, and I didn't sleep to prepare the test.
I wished to get a better mark for it. But, it seems that I'm failed to achieve it.
Anyway, it didn't mean my whole life. I got many others missions in my life.
I should forgot the pass, cross over and move on to face my coming challenges.
Well, my mood is getting better after attending the training of 30 hours famine.

全力以赴，踢走饥饿！

30 Hours Famine is a great activity for us to help the poor and weak one.

It reminds me that we are too blessed to live in a good environment.

We got food, clothes, clean water, safety etc.

And we wasted.

I'm so thankful that I could attended the training.

And the team will came to teach us how to organise a camp.

It comforts my heart with some special and nice sharing.

It's so much fun and the experience sharing inspired me to help the poor one.

We should let more and more people to know and experience the camp.

So that they can get to know more about the world situation.

We should lend out our hands to help them! They need us!

Everybody is created by GOD. Everyone is precious one.

Just don't stay in the air-cond room and watch your movie or drama.

Get up, walk over the world and lend our hand to the poor one.

Support 30 Hours Famine Malaysia. Let us unite for change! Salute!

Kick Out Hunger!!

 

 

Well, my holidays just left not more than 1 week anymore.

Then I should get back into reality and work hard again to fight for my own life.

Exercise everyday to keep fit , Study hard for my future. Work hard for my Boss's work.

Wish that GOD will give me wisdom, give me strength to face everything.

I need You and without You, I'm nothing. All of the things I do will become zero.

Life is Simple, but Not Easy. But with GOD, our lives will going smoothly.

GOD's plans are bigger than my own plans. Just surrender and follow Him.

Enjoy my holiday with my babe, Ukulele and with the books that will enrich myself.

Awesome holiday to give me somemore free times to read book.

Be a good girl in Jesus Christ. Growing up in Him is better growing up in this world.

往事不堪回首

一个让我尊重的你
回想着过往的回忆
一幕一幕在我脑海里
你的体贴你的疼爱
令我很享受那默默被爱的感觉
最近突然想起你
不小心到了我们到过的地方
其他的记忆都不记得
但只记得与你那唯一的回忆
你教我吃的食物 到现在还是我的最爱
你的鼓励 你的陪伴 你的祷告 你的不离不弃
让我现在不断的告诉自己 我需要自己祷告了
你是那位会带我与神更靠近的人
你让自卑的我 开始抬头看看自己
你是扶起我的 不是把我丢下谷底的
想着难得的一次相聚
看着星星 听着你说心事
我很开心 我是那位聆听者
不给予任何评论 就只是聆听
听着海浪打在石头上的声音
我与你赛跑 我还天真的以为会赢
要不是略施小计 加上你的退让
我铁定是个输家
与你说话 都是轻松的 压力都不见了
与你的回忆是甜的 让我不想清醒
但我知道 清楚 那只不过只能是回忆
事隔N年 原以为我已早已忘记
但原来都是自己欺骗自己
才发现原来你在我心里占了很大的位子
是时候要放下 已经过了N年了
得知你很幸福 我也就心满意足了
像你说过的 上帝安排每个人在我们生命中的每一个阶段
都有祂的旨意 要完成某些事情 完成了 就离开了
我不该老是拿着回忆 苦了自己 苦了身边的人
也不该一直逃避自己心里真实的感受
谢谢你啦 你真的很不错 :)
谢谢你给了我这个多开心的回忆
让我学会很多以前不知道的事
我渐渐的成长了 学会了很多事
我也会幸福的 因为有神在安排
现在才理清楚自己的想法与感受 似乎太慢了
因为走了很多冤枉路 还有做了很多后悔的决定
不过没关系 人是要向前看的
我要抬起头 不要再向后看 要向着标杆直跑
在我前头 上帝为我预备了丰富的奖品哦！:)

主的恩典够用~♥

最近都很忙，忙到很无奈，又东撞西撞的~

感觉自己傻傻的~不过感觉还蛮充实的~

感觉到神都一路在带领着我，虽然我会担心，但是神都安慰着我~^^

所有所做的事，虽然不是最好的，但是我已经尽力了，愿主悦纳~

这几天其实也有一些不如意的事情，可是神袮都一一为我解决~

在我还不知道要怎么去应对的时候，你派了天使来帮助我~

无论是服侍，是学业，还是人际关系，你都帮助我~

我要欢呼赞美袮，因为袮是配得称颂的! ^^

仍然感谢神给了我那么多服侍的机会~

23/03/2014 华文场崇拜赞美小组

真的很感恩，也很谢谢你们的配合~

 让我们那天的服侍都很顺利的进行~我很享受在其中~

第一次在崇拜带领赞美团，很紧张，但是因为信，我必不缺乏~

也有主内弟兄姐妹的互相扶持与合作，方能成事~^^

充满恩典的一个下午，原本下起了雨，看似不能进行了~

然而，借着神的恩典，祂停止了雨，让我们能继续这项的活动~

分发福音单张，我们人数虽少，但我经历了神的恩典~

爱主的孩子们，为了主福音的缘故，愿意出来晒太阳，东跑西跑的~

我很感动，也很安慰，因为我不是一个人，也有一群爱主的孩子~

看哪，一切都更新!经过了这一切的服侍，我看到了不一样的东西~^^

在这段时间里，上帝也赐给我一群不错的朋友，弟弟们~

跟他们在一起很开心，可以做自己，可以开怀大笑~^^

跟他们一起准备Open Day的事情，大家一起分工合作~

真的很开心~一起做事，一起玩~感谢主~ :)

能认识到你们真好~在毕理只剩下不到一年的时间，我会好好珍惜的~

已经不知道有多久，没有像这样很开心的笑了~

自己看到这张相片时，我笑了，心里很感动，感恩神的带领~

谁说我走不出伤痛?谁说我被伤害后就爬不起来?

谁说苦难，不能变为祝福?神就能!

神的能力在软弱的人身上显为完全~

哇~我觉得我的生活渐渐变好了，甚至比以前更好! 感谢主^^

我不再看自己没有的，我看到我现在所拥有的是多么的美好~ :)

在神凡事都能! ^^

今天无意间看到了一位朋友的blog~

给了我很大很大的鼓励~

谢谢妳的分享，让我觉得很幸福~

妳是我很好的榜样~也让我看见了神如何赐福予爱祂的孩子~

我相信，总有那么一天，我能开怀大笑，说，这就是神要我等的!

我终于等到了!感谢赞美主! ^^