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当你忧伤的时候，上帝说：喜乐的心乃是良药，忧伤的灵，使骨枯干。

（箴17:22)

当你软弱的时候，上帝说：我的恩典够你用的，因为我的能力是在人的软弱上显得完全。

(林后12:9)

当你骄傲的时候，上帝说：我阻挡骄傲的人，赐恩给谦卑的人。

（雅4：6）

当你害怕的时候，上帝说：我赐给你们的不是胆怯的心，乃是刚强，仁爱，谨守的心。

（提后1：7）                                

当你对人冷漠的时候，上帝说：你要心里火热，要爱人如己。

（太22：37-40）

当你怒气难当的时候，上帝说：不可含怒到日落，不轻易发怒的人，大有智慧。

（弗4：26，箴29：11）

当你看不清方向的时候，上帝说：忘记背后，努力面前，向着标杆直跑。

（腓3：13-14）

当你吝啬帮助别人的时候，上帝说：施比受更为有福。

（徒20：35）

当你觉得双手无力的时候，上帝说：你的日子如何，你的能力也必如何。

（申33：25）

当你每天忐忑不安的时候，上帝说：你出你入，我要保护你，从今时直到永远。

（诗121：8）

当你心中没有平安的时候，上帝说：你要认识我，就得平安，福气也必临到你。

（伯22：21）

当你有意道人长短的时候，上帝说：使人和睦的人有福了。

（太5：9）

当你追逐世间名利的时候，上帝说：人若赚得全世界，陪上自己的生命有什么益处呢？

（太16：26）

当你爱不下去的时候，上帝说：恨，能挑起争端，爱，能遮掩一切过犯。

（箴10：12）

26/02/2015

Well, Lord. I'm so depressed right now.
What's going on? I don't know.
Maybe the pressures come and I don't want to accept it.
I wish to run away and just ignore it.
Let me be a bad girl, so that I have a poor reason to say that,
"I'm not good. So, why I should take the responsibility?"
LOL. What an evil idea comes to my mind.
Oh well. Yea. I know that I can't do this.
I'm so wanted to be free! Seriously!
Free of the pressures. So that I could do anything that I love.
Well Well Well. YOU are telling me that Hold On my girl.
Okay. I try~~~~ and I will do my best. :(
Cool Cool. It's a good choice to talk to GOD when you want to quit.
I'm getting better now. :)

It's okay to being hurt by somebody else.
The most important thing is How to get rid of it.
LORD is the best doctor. Even though the scars are always there.
How many times I wished to let the scars disappear forever and ever.
It is impossible, but the scars can bring blessings to the others.
Yea. Just accept it. I had no choices.
I had experienced the power of the LORD to let the scars be the blessings of others.
But right now I'm still so depressed of myself.
I don't know what should I do to get better.
The self pity minds come to my brain and keep knocking on the door!
It's suffering! I still can't handle it, even it always come to disturb me.
And I'm always have a wrong idea to calm down myself. EAT.
Hahahaha. A very wrong idea but I love it.
I had think of this question so often.
How important is the appearance?
I'm so care about it but my appearance is just normal.
Yea. But I'm still giving thanks to GOD that I still have a nice appearance.
Even though it's not so attractive at the first sight of others.
Recently I had read a book to find the answers.
Well. I got my answers.
Inner beauty is more important indeed. We all knew it.
I just wondering that I had chased after the "beauty of appearance" for around 1 year.
Actually what had I discovered? The realistic people who are just look at face?
I just wondering that I had missed up a lot of things that I can have.
The smile on faces are precious and adorable.
And I had used up a lot of times to workout and what had I gain?
The disappointment.

The most important thing that I should have to change right now is
to recover the relationship with Dear Heavenly Father.
I did a lot of things that had disappointed You.
And You never leave me and still blessing me with Your great LOVE.
I'm not worth it but You gave me freely and love me unconditionally.
My weaknesses and laziness in my heart had stopped me to grow.
LORD, help me. To know that You're looking at people's heart, not face.
For the appearance will be changed day by day,
but the inner beauty will change people lives.
Let me be the one who change others' lives by showing Your LOVE.
Be Your salt and light in the world.

If you are looking at my blogger now, thanks for reading. :)
Please pray for my life, to grow in JESUS.
Looking for inner beauty but not the appearance.
May GOD blesses you and your family. :D

当我只剩下一个人

从小就很害怕一个人的时候
因为从中学开始  就很常一个人
一个人在一个没有别人的环境底下
今天我忍不住流下了一大堆眼泪
本来很想潇洒的祝福 让他们开开心心的去
原谅我不够有耐力  我应该带着微笑的

迈入人生的另一个阶段  我想了很多
没有人会为了你的时间而停留  他们都走在自己的时间上
走向自己所梦想的未来  没有人会为了你而绕路
不管是朋友 还是家人 都必须为自己的人生负责

想到在往后的日子里 我只剩下自己一个人
难免会泛红了眼睛 湿了眼眶
我知道我不是一个人 因有个温柔的 看不到的 在我身边
这几天跟袮闹了别扭 因为一切来得太突然
而且都是我很难接受的事情 心情都不是很开心
想把自己的心情咆哮出来让他们知道
但是知道了又怎么样呢？事情不会改变
而且我会让他们难过的 内疚的 面对
凡事都可做 但不都有益处
最后我决定不说了 留给他们的只有眼泪
让他们知道我的不舍  仅此而已

这么快就要操练独自一人的功课了吗？
原来我才发现  自己还没准备好
面对离别 还是那么的不舍 一点都不潇洒
许勋薇 不要再为自己多留什么
袮所拥有的都是祂给妳的
祂赐予  也有权利拿走
这一点小痛算不得什么

最近变得不怎么爱说话  给我一点时间吧

Treasures in Heaven

Dear Heavenly Father,
Now I just want to simply thank You,
Thanks for Your love,
You so love me and sent Your only Son to save me,
Died for me, such a sinner.
Somehow I really can't accept myself, for I am a terrible person.
But You, You told me that You accepted me.
You gave me a new life. You gave me chances once and once again.
In my life, I'm always rebel against You.
I always run away from Your way and search for my own way.
But You still waiting me to come back to You.
Because You know that I will go back to You when I found that
I'm really can't hold on. I can't live without You.
I'm really not a good child LORD.
But You told me that You want to use me.
Why? So many times that I had asked this question.
Why You want to use a such imperfect me. Even I'm can't accept myself.
But You still told me patiently. You Love Me. You want to Use Me.
Wow! LORD! Every time I did somethings for You.
I will feel like I'm really not deserve to do that.
But You give me this chance and this right to do it for You.
For the things I did in my hand, I give it up to You.
I'm just a post woman, and You are my King, my Boss.
I will gave up everything that I want, I wish, and my Life is yours.
I am yours. Just tell me what You want me to do for You.
Give me strength and faith to walk on the path that You plan for me.
For Your plans are the greatest plans for me and I will obey your will.
I will obey. I love You LORD. Nobody loves me more than You do.
You saved me from the ravine. I won't go back to the ravine anymore.
Thanks for never giving up on me.
I love You. I love You. I love You LORD.
Use me to spread Your Love to the ends of the earth.

For the works I did in my hand, I give it up to You. That's all for You.

Nothing I can give You, but the soul of people who are lost and hopeless.

At that time Jesus said, 

"I praise you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, 

because you have hidden these things from the wise and learned, 

and revealed them to little children. -Matthew 11:25

This Song sang out my everything in my mind. :)

BM Life Game

Once again, I joined the BM Life Game Ministries.
Thanks GOD for teaching me somethings through this camp.
I had experience so much fun this time.
Even though I carried a heavy mood to attend this camp.
But GOD taught me that how to put down the things that I worried for.
He taught me that how to put the things on His hands and focus on the things at that time.
"Do not worry for tomorrow." How sweet the sound that You talked to me.
I just can't control my tears to flow in this camp.
It's so awesome that I had knew You more and been closer to You LORD.
How pure they are. I love them. Even though my BM is so poor.
But by Your Grace, I could talk to them, to know them, and to serve them.
My first time to give them a hug, give them encouragement, dance with them.
They are so thankful even though they just get a little things.
I learned to be thankful and joyful. After this camp, my heart is warm.
Feeling sad when saying goodbye to them. Continue to pray for the cuties.
Heard their sharing, GOD is working. So grateful. Our GOD is so awesome.
Just reach home and my tired body told me that I need to rest well.
I don't know what will I face tomorrow but I trust that You will be my side and lead me.
Thanks GOD for not giving up on me and always give me strength to do everything.
I want to be a pure, thankful and joyful person. In JESUS name. :')

21/07/2014

Am I worry too much? Hmm..
"Leave me alone" Is'it I really want to be alone?
I wish that there was a person know that what I feel...
Know what had I suffer... What I thinking about...

For the things that I want to get, maybe it's more suitable for me to don't get it..
For the ways I face tomorrow or future.. I don't know what is wrong what is right..
For the persons been hurt by me, I felt so sorry and wish that you will forgive me..
My emotions is flowing and sometimes I cant control myself to being emo..
I need to be alone and quiet.. Hearing what You want talk to me..
Sorry LORD.. I'm not a good child and I'm keep worrying and forgive my distrust..
I wish to get rest.. but my mind is keep working and full of problems came..
Help me LORD.. NOONE understand.. the only one is You.. You know my feelings..
I wish to get a person to share my feelings.. But I cant found that one..

I know You will be there to accompany me LORD.. Thank you..
You never leave me.. even though I'm not worth enough..

06/07/2014

Just don't know why.. feeling depressed.. feeling tired with all the problems..
LORD.. I'm not a good child...
I'm always been influenced and when the temptation comes, I'm can't hold on..
Help me, Hold me, Give me strength and wisdom to do every choices in my life..
I know it wasn't your will.. and LORD, show me your way and your will..
Open the door and hold me to cross over the obstacles..
Feeling tired.. and I need You.. :(