BM Life Game

Once again, I joined the BM Life Game Ministries.
Thanks GOD for teaching me somethings through this camp.
I had experience so much fun this time.
Even though I carried a heavy mood to attend this camp.
But GOD taught me that how to put down the things that I worried for.
He taught me that how to put the things on His hands and focus on the things at that time.
"Do not worry for tomorrow." How sweet the sound that You talked to me.
I just can't control my tears to flow in this camp.
It's so awesome that I had knew You more and been closer to You LORD.
How pure they are. I love them. Even though my BM is so poor.
But by Your Grace, I could talk to them, to know them, and to serve them.
My first time to give them a hug, give them encouragement, dance with them.
They are so thankful even though they just get a little things.
I learned to be thankful and joyful. After this camp, my heart is warm.
Feeling sad when saying goodbye to them. Continue to pray for the cuties.
Heard their sharing, GOD is working. So grateful. Our GOD is so awesome.
Just reach home and my tired body told me that I need to rest well.
I don't know what will I face tomorrow but I trust that You will be my side and lead me.
Thanks GOD for not giving up on me and always give me strength to do everything.
I want to be a pure, thankful and joyful person. In JESUS name. :')

21/07/2014

Am I worry too much? Hmm..
"Leave me alone" Is'it I really want to be alone?
I wish that there was a person know that what I feel...
Know what had I suffer... What I thinking about...

For the things that I want to get, maybe it's more suitable for me to don't get it..
For the ways I face tomorrow or future.. I don't know what is wrong what is right..
For the persons been hurt by me, I felt so sorry and wish that you will forgive me..
My emotions is flowing and sometimes I cant control myself to being emo..
I need to be alone and quiet.. Hearing what You want talk to me..
Sorry LORD.. I'm not a good child and I'm keep worrying and forgive my distrust..
I wish to get rest.. but my mind is keep working and full of problems came..
Help me LORD.. NOONE understand.. the only one is You.. You know my feelings..
I wish to get a person to share my feelings.. But I cant found that one..

I know You will be there to accompany me LORD.. Thank you..
You never leave me.. even though I'm not worth enough..

06/07/2014

Just don't know why.. feeling depressed.. feeling tired with all the problems..
LORD.. I'm not a good child...
I'm always been influenced and when the temptation comes, I'm can't hold on..
Help me, Hold me, Give me strength and wisdom to do every choices in my life..
I know it wasn't your will.. and LORD, show me your way and your will..
Open the door and hold me to cross over the obstacles..
Feeling tired.. and I need You.. :(